Im whining

Freaking tired this weekend,weekend suppose to be relaxing and happy. But its the total opposite with what I wanted. Report la, assignment la, discussion la, lab journal la....this la that la..DOn;t know when only can finish. How to pass this semester also have no idea. Really WTH...This is one part of life that I hate the most.

Gotta go, wish me all the best and my friends too.I hope they can tahan this stress till the end of this semester. Peace

Pray hard

I seriously pray hard for it,for this time and for everything about this. Pray hard but will it be the result that I always want it to be? I know it will always not be the way that i want and i pray for. WHY? I don't even know,it just happen EVERYTIME. I guess this time it is real and it is really what i wanted for for so long.

Im really tired and exhausted after what I have been through with my ex,I think already spent too much of my time on him but things between us were just SUCKS!!! BIG TIME!!
I regret,regret that I know this person and have him as my boyfriend. Maybe y'all will say that im crazy and stupid that i never think before I couple up with him.But,ya,I never really think deeply and never take long time enough to get to know him. So,im regret. Let's not talk about that anymore,I don't give a damn shit bout him anymore.

I really pray hard....i pray and pray and pray...I really want this to happen.God,help me please. This is the only thing that i want it so badly now.PLEASE~~~~

STRESS

Im really stress out this time...I have a lot of works to be done, assignment, lab report, homework etc. Mid term exam is around the corner but I haven't study anything,it really gets into me this time. I really don't know how. The amount of work that i need to do is way way way heavier and alot thqan the previous semesters. I just feel like give up and go back to Malaysia,but i know i can't. "sigh"

Alot of works,but don't know where to start. Im tired and sleepy everyday,how am I suppose study? After finish all the works already late. I memang tak tau la...How to survive in ITB for 1 sem and 2 more years? "sigh"

Signing off. Good nite...

All about me

Another 2 days then it will be March,time really pass by very fast without noticing. I haven't do any study except before quiz or discussion. Im not as smart as the others,and im lazy.This is me! XD Sometimes I wish that i can have a brain of smart people,i don't need to be very smart.Just enough to let me pass my exam without alots of study..Ya,i know.It won't happen.

I realised that there is this rude person around me,he/she can just scold to anyone without consider of their feelings. Its not a big issue,but he/she want to make it BIG!!! Swearing around,using the F word and the B word.Never respect his/her friends. What kind of person is this?I don't even want to have anything to do with this particular person.><

Anyway,life is too short to HATE somone. I won't let this kinda people or some small things to bring me down. I want to live my life to the fullest and be HAPPY everyday. I can tell to my parent that im really really happy recently. I don't need a reason to be happy,i just want to appreciate everything that i have and stop complaining about what I don't have. I guess that everyone must be a grown up in their own way.

Im still confuse, but i will just go with the flow.It will just be something different this time.^^

Peace~~